.:FATHER OF THE BRIDE:.

The dance, a command performance

Daddy's Little Girl, the song
  yet the body held, a woman now.

The man decorated in black and white
  struggles to hide the tears
that threaten to expose themselves
  as each

      step,
               step

draws them closer
  to the turning of another page.

The teacher recalls the touch
  of weightless feet upon his own
as they

     stepped,
                stepped

to the sounds of heartbeats
  and laughter.

The father remembers sleepless
  nights, and

     steps,
               steps

that circled rooms filled
  with the whimsy of
a little girl's dreams,

          and

  the lump in his throat when
    she brought the message
      he knew would come
        from one
          
          who was a child,
            is his child,
              is a woman,
                is

                  another's bride.

by: Jennie Wheeling

.:OUCH...GIGI KU:.

pagi ni agak awal bangun...kul 8.15...hmmm, awal la tu untuk aku...biasa nye matahari dah tegak baru nak bangun...hehehe...hari ni nak teman my house mate pegi service kereta dia...so aku follow dia pastu kami pergi breakfast sementara tunggu kereta dia...pekena roti telur cheese...tersangat la best...favourite la tu...pernah dengar roti telur cheese? roti telur tu biasa la kan tapi yang ni special skit...ada cheese...nyum2...nanti dtg la shah alam...boleh mkn roti telur cheese...eh, tapi kat shah alam je ke ada? hehe...ntah, kat sini je aku pernah jumpa...after ambik kereta, kami balik and tinggal kan satu kereta...kami pergi Klinik Pergigian UiTM...hehe...nak buat apa ye kat sana? gigi masih elok dan tak sakit...hmm...mari kite lihat apa yang berlaku....

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9006...bilik D1...

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nombor ku dipanggil...dup dap dup dap jugak jantung...tapi control macho...

doc: siapa nama?

aku: nur fatihah

doc: ok, duduk dulu ye...saya nak check gigi kamu dulu...

aku: ok...

doctor pun memulakan tugasnya...dengan menyebut nama2 gigi kat nurse...nurse tu tukang tulis...banyak yang missing...hmmm....

doc: pernah pakai braces ye sebelum ni?

aku: yup

doc: patutla banyak yang missing...(sambil senyum...baik doc ni)...ok, adik ambik semula no adik pastu tunggu kat bilik D4 ye...

aku: ok, terima kasih

**************beberapa minit kemudian**************

NUR FATIHAH!!!!!

(bergema nurse tu panggil aku...ok, tipu)

aku pun masuk dan di arahkan untuk duduk atas kerusi keramat di klinik gigi...segalanya bermula........

doc: adik tahu kan prosedur dia...memang akan rasa ngilu dan berdarah? dah pernah buat kan?

aku: tahu...hmmm, dah pernah...

doc: ok, relax k...kita mula...

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riiinnnngggggggggg....

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uuuuiiinnngggggggg....

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(ouch...sakit tu...tahan2...jgn nangis ye....)

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kkkrrreeeekkkkkk....

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zzzzrrreeeennnnngg....

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selepas berhempas pulas, menahan air yang menyembur2, bunyi2an yang menggerunkan...selamat la semua nya...takutkan bunyi2 itu...apala doktor tu buat kat aku kan...relek2...aku buat tooth scaling je la...bunyi nye memang la...macam nak tebang pokok tapi aku ok je...sakit jugak tapi masih boleh tahan...cool babe...hehe...

fuhhh...terasa ringan gigi2 ku...lompong2 sebentar...darah pun still ada time aku tunggu ija...dia pun buat gak tooth scaling...yang lucunya...berair jugak mata si ija ni menahan sakit...sabar ye ija laling...nanti ok la tu...meh kite balik meh...hehe...sampai di sini sahaja...rasa macam nak senyum je sepanjang hari ni...mentang2 gigi dah clean from any cavity kan....~~~heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

konon2nye ni la gigi ku...cantik kan??? tapi serious, memang lebih kurang macam ni la rupanya bila aku tersenyum lebar... hmmmmmmm....berangan...;)

.:IMPOSSIBLE:.

i do not know why this song really reflects me...indeed...never mind, only me knows everything...here is the lyric of Impossible by Shontelle...

"IMPOSSIBLE"

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof top

Write it on the sky love

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love is worst

Empty promises will wear

I know (i know)

And know when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

for those who are falling in love, please be cautious with love...LOVE KILLS SLOWLY (ed hardy)...nite...BYE

.:OH, STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE:.

ok, malam ni dapat online jap...eh, macam la sebelum2 ni x online kan...ok, malam ni rasa malas skit nak buat keje...mana x nye...2 hari berturut2 asyik study je...semalan dan hari ni ada test...fheww, penat...tapi malas tu sikit je...esok sambung la buat keje...banyak lagi kerja ni...jangan lupa daratan semek ye...haha...tiba kan...ok, skrg ni aku nak citer...tadi petang aku n kawan2 yang lain pergi GM Plaza, Klang...konon2 nye nak redeem voucher yang kami menang masa cabutan bertuah ritu kan...hehe...aku menang cabutan bertuah time PD Seminar group U8B...dapatla voucher RM 70...banyak jugak kan tu...so bila dah sampai sana, terus tuju kat kedai tu...unfortunately, kat kedai baju dia x banyak choice nak banding dengan kat blog...kami pergi kedai sebab dengan harapan nak tgk material dan juger size tapi apakan daya...kene beli online jugak la sebab lebih banyak choice kan...so, kami pun jalan2 je la sekitar GM Plaza...dah alang2 sampai kan...cuci mata la konon nya...tapi xde maknanya...kalau dah jalan tu, mesti akan jumpa yang berkenan...

GM Plaza ni adalah pusat wholesaler sebenarnya...so barang2 dia murah la skit banding kat luar...tapi kalau beli borong, lagi murah hang akan dapat... eh, nape tetiba ckp kedah plak ni....haha...sebab tengah tgk bola Kedah VS Kelantan...ok2, bukan nak ulas hal bola...biarkan Hasbullah Awang je yang mengulas...kat sana, kami beli sticker...yang paling best, aku beli sticker strawberry shortcake...hehe...sangat sukeeeee...murah je stucker dia...yang besar gile tu RM 2 je and satu lagi aku beli sticker book...ada 192 pieces dalam buku tu...banyak gilerrr...harga dia pun RM 2 je...aku pun beli la...kawan2 yg lain pun ada beli gak..murah kan, grab la opportunity tu...yg RM 1 pun ada...semunya cumil2...sampai xtau nak pilih yang mana...

ok, next kami pusing2 lagi...penat tapi xterasa...inilah perempuan...kalau window shopping, x hingat dunia...hahaha...next kami singgah kat kedai kristal...ok, kat sini kawan2 ku rambang mata...mana x nye...kristal tu elok la...gelang kristal...tapi kami boleh beli dengan harga borong dengan pembelian minimum 8 pieces...hebat x? hehe...kami beli dengan half price...satu gelang tu RM 4 and satu jenis lagi RM 6...so masing2 beli l.a...aku beli satu je...tu pun sebab nak cukupkan kuota...so, daptlah kami melaram dengan gelang baru after this..ok, tipu...haha...kami pusing2 lagi...then singgah kedai silver...semuanya murah...siap ada 20% off lagi...aku ada suka satu rantai ni...dia sepasang dengan gelang tangan yang aku pakai sekarang ni tapi nak buat caner...xcukup budget la...cuci mata je la...fiza dengan mimah beli cincin..mana x nye...buy one free one...so satu cincin jatuh RM 8...so, mereka share...bestkan...ok la tu...

then kami masuk banyak kedai tapi cuci mata je...xmampu dah nak beli...pastu singgah la kedai Jed...fuhh, harga dia, mahal tu...tapi dia jual kat situ dengan half price...tapi even half price, mak aiiii, xmampu den...satu loket pun main ratus2...ada satu gelang tu harga 4k...kalau half price, 2k...huhu...still xmampu...ok, dah penat dah...sebab duit pun dah xde...kene jimat la sayang oiii...nak jilidkan AE plak lepas ni...nak guna duit tu...terpaksa la...xpe, nanti dah keje, dah ada duit sendiri, ha, beli la apa nak beli...dengan GM Plaza pun boleh kalau nak...upps, mampu ke...hehe...k, lah...cukup sampai sini...ingat nak gak upload sticker strawberry shortcake tapi xdapatla...system under maintenance...sticker tu sangat menarik sebab strawberry shortcake tu version hawaii...damn cute...haha, ok...jangan over...behave fatihah, behave...hehe...k, lah...good nite...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

09.10.2010

akhirnya, dapatla jugak mengadap blog aku ni...dah lama dah menyepi...memang sibuk betul..last week sangat lah cramp...xternafas rasanya...nasib la masih boleh bernafas lagi...nyawa2 ikan gitu kan...ok, apa yang jadi 09.10.2010? alhamdulillah, our seminar is done...we are the organizer, really exhausted...thanks to everyone yang datang memeriahkan seminar kami...really appreciated...our topic was about "branding and positioning"...alhamdulillah everything went well...except for certain things...biasala, semua orang nak yang terbaik tapi mesti akan ada cacat2 skit kan...tapi xperlu la aku cerita kan sebab2 yang menyebabkan cacat cela itu terjadi...let only the organizer knows...hari tu sangat la penat...a day before tu aku tdo hanyalah 1jam setengah...i slept at 3.30a.m an woke up at 4.55a.m...fheww, exhausted kan...bangun seawal pagi sebab pukul 6 dah nak kene ke subang jaya...nak ambik makanan yang kami tempah dari my aunt...tanggungjawab, penat mcm mana pun, tabahla menghadapinya...kami pergi berlima...credit to ija, fiza, diyana and iza...we went there to collect our mee hoon, apam and karipap...at 6.50am, we arrived at Faculty of Business, UiTM...we prepared everything and waited for the audience..they arrived around 7.30a.m by bus...sadly, the speaker was late...bad behaviour...uuppsss...the event started at 9.40a.m which is supposed to be started at 8.30a.m...huh...as for the first speaker, the audience really loved her...nasib baik dia present dengan baik...so, terubatla skit kesusahan audience menanti dia...in addition, they also really loved the apam and karipap and also mee hoon...semua orang tambah and nak extra...thanks to che da...as for second speaker, he was loved by the audience too but i think the first one is better...(even though she came late)...the event ended at 1.40 p.m...the audience had their lunch, nasi beriani...sangat best ok...nanti boleh la pergi mkn nasi beriani tu lagi...dekat seksyen 7, s.alam je...after the event, kami kemas2 semua, ambik gambar, borak2...semua orang lega event dah selesai even ada cacat cela skit kan...ala, skit je(yes, bahagian menyedapkan hati sendiri)...hehehe...around 5lebih kami balik...sangat la penat...aku tdo malam tu pukul 9mlm and bgn 6.20 pg for solat subuh....then sambung tdo n bangun pukul 11.30 pagi...fine...memang qada' tdo...and xde la orang nak ambik aku jadi menantu...anak dara apa ni bangun pukul 11lebih pagi...alaaa, penat la...bukan sengaja pun...eh, ye ke? ok, tipu...hihi...k, lah...mau siap2...malam ni ada pra-graduan dinner...wow, kami dah nak grad...semoga dipermudahkan...amin...

.:BEBANAN SEORANG PELAJAR:.

dah lama x update blog...yes, sebab apa? kerja banyak weh...xcukup masa...tapi tdo byk jugak even esemen belambak nak disiapkan...biasala la tu...manusia, kene rehat...bukannya robot...ececece...bahagian sedapkan hati sendiri...tapi dah sampai saat2 genting ni, masing2 dah kene bekerja mcm robot...kesian x saya??? BAIKLAH...assignments to be settled down: 

1. essay professional development....deadline 1 october 2010...(OMG!!! esok ok...baiklah, ia xsiap lagi)


2. write up presentation children...deadline 21 september 2010...DONE...alhamdulillah


3. presentaion CIE...deadline 22 september 2010...DONE...alhamdulillah


4. presentation Femininity...deadline 30 september...DONE...baru je td habis...alhamdulillah


5. mini research CIE...deadline tak tau...yang ni separa MATI...


6. WWW.Lessonplan.com...deadline 25 sepmtember 2010...DONE...alhamdulillah


7. ESL Courseware/Website Development...deadline tak tau...


8. Essay 2...deadline tak tau...


9. creative project...deadline tak tau...


10. Seminar Professional Development...deadline 9 october 2010...


11. reflective paper on seminar...deadline tak tau...


12. ACADEMIC EXERCISE...deadline 11 october 2010...chapter 4 n 5 xsiap lagi...MATI!!!


13. test CALL...12 october 2010...a day after AE??? 2 kali MATI


13. Write up CIE...deadline 5 october 2010...

tengoklah list ni...masih banyak yang belum DONE compared to yang dah DONE...aduss, mcm mana la nak bahagikan masa...seminar PD and AE la yg paling bahaya...tapi AE tetap juara...5 jam kredit tu babe...kalau budak2 engine, mereka panggil AE tu FYP...so, boleh imagine kan how important it is?? ye, aku tau dia penting tp xsiap2 lagi...macam mana ni?? ada sape2 yg nak tolong siapkan AE aku???????

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ok, sambung buat essay PD...daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

.:http://coachandbag.blogspot.com/:.

ok, sudah lama giler x update blog ni...nak buat macam mana, raya la katakan...padahal bukan raya sangat pun...internet xde, so macam mana la mahu update ini blog...so, today dah balik shah alam...oh, bumi tercinta...so dapatlah gobek-gobek internet n tengok my FB n also this blog...ok, dah2...jangan nak merapu please..assignments belambak nak disiapkan so please straight to the point...BAIKLAH!!!

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ok, dah...sila lah layari blog adikku itu ye...with no doubt, start SHOPPING now!!!....;)